Sabtu, 30 Oktober 2010

sekali lagi~

okay..otak ak da tepu..tatau da nk study mnde..pdhal bnyk je mnde nk study an..mlas da..bosan..nak kua pn duit tade..nsib baik ak pndai masak(bajet)...xla..berbekalkn ilmu yg pena ak bljaq masa kt umah dlu..lantak la sedap ke x..jnji ak knyg n puas aty..huhu..tetibe je ak nk masukkan gmbar ak wat show mase
TESL GLORIOUS NIGHT 
at
HOTEL NEW PACIFIC..
at first ak igt diorang nak wat majlis 2 kt tmpat buffet je..upenya ballroom kot..ala-ala omputih gitu..wahaha..mase ak g rehearsal ptg tu..ak cm da cuak..eyh bapak besa stage 2 an..dup dap dah...hmm tapy ak pcya pda dri ak..bla agy ak nk cba klo bkn skunk...
EXPERIENCES MUST BE GAIN NO MATTER WHAT....
klo ampa nk taw ak suka sgt2 men gtaa weh..idup ak xlengkap klo xdak gtaa ak tuu..ak bapak syg gla kt gtaa ak..ak syg sgt2..ak xkesa la org nk ckp mne pon kn...yg pntg...
AKU SANGAT SUKAN AKAN GITAR...
sapa nk blajaq kt aku..bole..tarak hal pnya..tpy ak nk la jugak mntak upah an..ampa blnja ak mkn tghri tiap2 hari pn da kira rahamt buat ak tuu..maklum laa..ak blajaq dlu pn bnyk jugak ak habiskan duit beli buku n string n wutsoeva yg berkaitan ngn gitar....
bila org tgk ak men gtaa depa pn kata... 
"CHAE..AK NAK BLAJAQ MEN GTAA JUGAK BOLE??"
bole kwn2 ku sekalian..dgn syarat..ampa mest minat..minat..n minat...tu jaaa....
experience ak msa mula2 bljaq dlu..peh..susahh wa ckp luu....mmg sng givup klo ampa xdk keazaman yg tggi..peh..ayattt..tpy betoi la apa ak abaq tuu..faktaa..dan faktaa..ok????
pasnii bole mai isi borang laa noo..hahahahahaha...
              ~bie n me~

         hana wif me ^-^

 
~hananana+chaechious+yuyu izzah~


        chae n akak yuyu -'-


              yunie+chae=gorgeous~


            pikOk + yUyU + cHae


 si cantik jelita~wahahaha (jeless...)


yuyu lagi...chae..zatilini(credit to shawl...ha5)


                     ^arief punyerr^

 okayy..tu je eyhh???ak syg kwn2 aku taw..ampa jgn ckp ak xsyg amap plak..ak kerat 18 bwu taw..ahhahahaha..muahh!

psssst: bie.....syg aw!

wuu....muncul kembali...hahaah..ttbe ade idea nak menulis..mnde kaw???ahhaha..tetibe..haa..mental la ckit..sbb nk exam kn...tapy dlm pada nk exam tuu sempat agy g wat date ngn 
DZUL ARIEF 
kat pantai irama,bachok..huhuh..bawak buku beb..igt p melncong ka..hmm...kami nk luluih periksa woo..kapel tuu kapel juak..(macam mak slalu pesan) tapy jgn lupa pelajaran..mak aku da best sbb xpena halang ak nak wat apa pn..sbb dia taw ak pandai jaga diri dan ak sedaq sapa diri ak kat dunia ni..
SAYANG SARINA SALIM..
haa..back to da story..ak p pantai ngn chenta pon sbb masing2 bosan dok terperap dlm bilik ja..dok study..so..apa lagi..kereta KANCIL ala-ala FERARI or BMW tuu bawak la kami p Bachok nihh..kami stady okay..tak tipuu punya...hahahaha..kami dok bawah pokok sambil dok prektis wut 
REPORTED SPEECH
haa..see2..kami rajin ouuu..(bajet)..xkesa la kan mnde 2..aishh nk smpay ke cerita tu bnyk sgguh ak mereben..adoii..haa..ok2..ni mmg smpay dah ni..masa dok gelak2 ngn chenta sbb tukaq reported sppech salah..ttetiba ja kn..ada ja pak cik ni bagi salam kuat2 belakang kami...aishh..bederau darah aku..tekejut berok...pak cik ni bedialog la ngan kami....
"adik..ada seriya(seringgit...hahahaah)"
aku ngn muka peliknya..aishh pak cik ni..nak mntak duit kat org plak..
chenta jawab..."tak dok!"
dgn muka tak malunya die mntak lagi.."kalo gitu gak ado samah(5 kupang/50 sen)?"
ak terkekeh2 dah gelak..adoiyaiiiii...lps tu pak cik tu blah n g mntk kt org len plak..ayat yg sama dia guna..time 2 aku assumed..okay..pak cik ni x berapa nk centre otaknya..cian die..ada botol air mineral je kt tgn die..maybe die lapa kot..
WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
satu cite agy nii...huhuuh..lps pak cik 2 blah an..ak ngn chenta smbung la study..tetibe je an ade sorang pak cik ni anak-anak or cucu-cucu die sedang wat drama kat citu..pak cik tu tengking2 budak2 tuh..adeh..mau triak ak time 2..xley ak tgk bdak2 kena mrh cm2...pas2 ada sorang bdak laki 2 kena pkul ngn pak cik tu..ak ckp kt chenta...
"IT'S NOT DA RIGHT WAT TO TREAT CHILDREN RIGHT??"
chenta angguk..and die xbagi ak tgk..die ckp.
"JUST IGNORE THEM DEAR..."
hmm..ak ckp kt chenta.."DUN BE LIKE THAT YA IF ONE DAY U HAVE YOUR OWN CHILD.."
he smiled and about 5.30pm we decided to blah dari that place..tak bek dok lama2 kn???hahahaah..pape pn..CHENTA, awak da best lam hidup saya walaupun kadang2 kte gado bagai nak rak..sya tahu dlm aty aw ada sy..n sy nk aw thu dlm aty sy pn ade aw jgk..
nak KAWEN ngan awk sorang jee...(gedik gilaa)ada ak kesa???hahahahahaah.....
DOAKAN KAMI BAHAGIA YA...
n wat kwn2 ak sedunia...especially yg sama pala ngn aku..
HAMPA SUMA DA BEST OUHHH..YAYYYY!!!
pssssttt:aku exam mggu dpn taw..saja nak habaq~

Rabu, 6 Oktober 2010

he hurts me..

 I KNOW..................
he won't stop smoking just because of me..
he won't be with me when i really need him..
he can't stand with me anymore..
BECAUSE HE SAID...............
I always break my promises..
I did nonsense things..
I'm childish..
I keep complaining over litle things..
I always trouble him..
there's someone can be with you rather than me..

if  I want to fight then just fight with my friends not him..
his friends and their partners are not like us..

THE BEST COMPLIMENTS I EVER HEARD FROM HIM...........

every day our relationship becomes worst..

HE PROMISES ME TO TAKE ME TO THE BEACH TODAY..

but

LAST MINUTES, HE CANCELED OUR DATE..

just...
.
TO PLAY FOOTBALL..

When I ask him why he did that..

HE ASKS ME TO UNDERSTAND HIM...

and who will UNDERSTAND ME?

WHAT DO YOU FEEL WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVE THREATHEN YOU LIKE THAT?

and

YOU HAVE NO WHERE TO GO..

NOBODY WOULD REALISE WHAT YOU HEART SUFFER FROM..

NO ONE....

HE'S GONE..........

but

I STILL LOVE HIM...

because

THAT IS LOVE.................

you will never appriciate you love until they are away from your life..='[