Isnin, 27 Disember 2010

..far away..

AWAK..

i know when im writing this it will look like im a bit childish..
i just don't care..i want to express my worriness when im thinking that we are going to tear apart by distance soon..
how can i live here without you???ouh..nobody understand..and when i try to explain to you..you also don't try to understand..
yes!you are not only my boy..yet you are my bestfren that know and understand every single thing about me..
people will taunt me.."she got no bf anymore".."she's alone now..pity her"..and blablabla..iskisk..how can face that soon..and when my friends went back to their home on weekend..im alone..and you were the one who accompanied me to wherever i wanted to go..
i have no idea what is going to be to our relationship when we are far..coz..im totally different from other gurl outside there i bet..i can't understand you..i can't make you forget me..n i aweys disturb you even when you are sleeping..and sure do when im destiny with other guy they'll leave me bcoz they bored with my behaviour..but not you..n i sure that..i convince myself that you are different..
i know im bad but that is me..you know me ryte dear..
people said to me...our love will not remain as we are still young and we have to face lots of challenges in our relationship..
people said to me to focus in my studies despite troubling myself in puppy love stories..
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!
......TAK NAKKKKKK.....
i have learn to be with you..
i have learn to make you stand by my side..
but you are not physically with me in 2 years time..
and you know that..why i feel like this??
just you know..im totally posessed by your love..
that no one had gave it to me before..
you really understand me..you really..
and now..

I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO BE FAR FROM YOU PHYSICALLY..

ilysm CHENTA..


Isnin, 8 November 2010

hah???!

okay..di sini ak nk wt luahan perasaan tahap tensen serabut pala otak ni..hmm ntah la..asl la a mdah sgt nk mlenting..but still..ak blh control agy..ak nak cita pon tatau nk mula..sbb ak tatau pa slh ak..maybe ak ter"terasa hati" kot..susah weh nk abaq..ak idop dgn jga aty n perasaan org..ak nak buat apa pn suma ak pkiaq org..ak pkiaq org rasa pa..pkiaq pa..suma ak consider..klemahan atau kelebihan di situ??ak asa kelemahan..sbb bnda 2 da avoid aku untuk ckp apa yg ak asa..susa kn manusia ni??tpy ak xpena pn nak regret ke mnde..sbb ak asa itu la pernagai n gelagat manusia..kdg2 mls nk amik kesa..kdg2 terambik kesa plak..which 1???kekeliruan perasaan dan kekacauan jiwa di situ..
ya....
ak tensen ngn perangai sekalian manusia yg pena ak kenal..
tpy ak xpena kesal dgn mereka..sbb mereka2 sekalian bgi ak ruang untuk pk sejenak kelemahan diri ak..
urghhh...okay..da la kot..sat lagi jdi kot len..
aku nak mintak maaf kat cni
IF...
ak ada wat salah kt hampa..sapa2 jela noo..
kot2 ak mati esok ka..kira da selesai la utang maaf ak kat hmpa ok..
ak nk tegaskn kat cni...
aku hanya manusia biasa yg buat kesalahan..
ak cuba jaga aty org lain even di dalam ak memberontak sgt2..
buat mereka diluar sana...
FIKIR DAHULU SEBELUM BERKATA-KATA
sebabnya.....
KERANA MULUT BADAN BINASA...

pstttt: ak nga stady tadi..saja nk oyak(bajet rajin)

Selasa, 2 November 2010

macam2 gelagat idup~

aku gedik..
aku merenk..
aku hepi..
ak bahagia..
aku sedih..
aku geram..
aku gelak..
aku marah..
aku manja..
aku suka..
segala apa yg aku jadi kat atas tu..satu ja..aku xpena kacau idup org..so..
JANGAN GANGGU HIDUP AKU..
TOLONG..YA????
~TQ~

akak yuyu..saya curik ini dari blog awak..suka gmbar nii..cowiee~



 akak yuyu..ni pon saya curi jugakk...=[ suka sgt..tak tahan..ha5


pstttttt: elaun da masuk~

Sabtu, 30 Oktober 2010

sekali lagi~

okay..otak ak da tepu..tatau da nk study mnde..pdhal bnyk je mnde nk study an..mlas da..bosan..nak kua pn duit tade..nsib baik ak pndai masak(bajet)...xla..berbekalkn ilmu yg pena ak bljaq masa kt umah dlu..lantak la sedap ke x..jnji ak knyg n puas aty..huhu..tetibe je ak nk masukkan gmbar ak wat show mase
TESL GLORIOUS NIGHT 
at
HOTEL NEW PACIFIC..
at first ak igt diorang nak wat majlis 2 kt tmpat buffet je..upenya ballroom kot..ala-ala omputih gitu..wahaha..mase ak g rehearsal ptg tu..ak cm da cuak..eyh bapak besa stage 2 an..dup dap dah...hmm tapy ak pcya pda dri ak..bla agy ak nk cba klo bkn skunk...
EXPERIENCES MUST BE GAIN NO MATTER WHAT....
klo ampa nk taw ak suka sgt2 men gtaa weh..idup ak xlengkap klo xdak gtaa ak tuu..ak bapak syg gla kt gtaa ak..ak syg sgt2..ak xkesa la org nk ckp mne pon kn...yg pntg...
AKU SANGAT SUKAN AKAN GITAR...
sapa nk blajaq kt aku..bole..tarak hal pnya..tpy ak nk la jugak mntak upah an..ampa blnja ak mkn tghri tiap2 hari pn da kira rahamt buat ak tuu..maklum laa..ak blajaq dlu pn bnyk jugak ak habiskan duit beli buku n string n wutsoeva yg berkaitan ngn gitar....
bila org tgk ak men gtaa depa pn kata... 
"CHAE..AK NAK BLAJAQ MEN GTAA JUGAK BOLE??"
bole kwn2 ku sekalian..dgn syarat..ampa mest minat..minat..n minat...tu jaaa....
experience ak msa mula2 bljaq dlu..peh..susahh wa ckp luu....mmg sng givup klo ampa xdk keazaman yg tggi..peh..ayattt..tpy betoi la apa ak abaq tuu..faktaa..dan faktaa..ok????
pasnii bole mai isi borang laa noo..hahahahahaha...
              ~bie n me~

         hana wif me ^-^

 
~hananana+chaechious+yuyu izzah~


        chae n akak yuyu -'-


              yunie+chae=gorgeous~


            pikOk + yUyU + cHae


 si cantik jelita~wahahaha (jeless...)


yuyu lagi...chae..zatilini(credit to shawl...ha5)


                     ^arief punyerr^

 okayy..tu je eyhh???ak syg kwn2 aku taw..ampa jgn ckp ak xsyg amap plak..ak kerat 18 bwu taw..ahhahahaha..muahh!

psssst: bie.....syg aw!

wuu....muncul kembali...hahaah..ttbe ade idea nak menulis..mnde kaw???ahhaha..tetibe..haa..mental la ckit..sbb nk exam kn...tapy dlm pada nk exam tuu sempat agy g wat date ngn 
DZUL ARIEF 
kat pantai irama,bachok..huhuh..bawak buku beb..igt p melncong ka..hmm...kami nk luluih periksa woo..kapel tuu kapel juak..(macam mak slalu pesan) tapy jgn lupa pelajaran..mak aku da best sbb xpena halang ak nak wat apa pn..sbb dia taw ak pandai jaga diri dan ak sedaq sapa diri ak kat dunia ni..
SAYANG SARINA SALIM..
haa..back to da story..ak p pantai ngn chenta pon sbb masing2 bosan dok terperap dlm bilik ja..dok study..so..apa lagi..kereta KANCIL ala-ala FERARI or BMW tuu bawak la kami p Bachok nihh..kami stady okay..tak tipuu punya...hahahaha..kami dok bawah pokok sambil dok prektis wut 
REPORTED SPEECH
haa..see2..kami rajin ouuu..(bajet)..xkesa la kan mnde 2..aishh nk smpay ke cerita tu bnyk sgguh ak mereben..adoii..haa..ok2..ni mmg smpay dah ni..masa dok gelak2 ngn chenta sbb tukaq reported sppech salah..ttetiba ja kn..ada ja pak cik ni bagi salam kuat2 belakang kami...aishh..bederau darah aku..tekejut berok...pak cik ni bedialog la ngan kami....
"adik..ada seriya(seringgit...hahahaah)"
aku ngn muka peliknya..aishh pak cik ni..nak mntak duit kat org plak..
chenta jawab..."tak dok!"
dgn muka tak malunya die mntak lagi.."kalo gitu gak ado samah(5 kupang/50 sen)?"
ak terkekeh2 dah gelak..adoiyaiiiii...lps tu pak cik tu blah n g mntk kt org len plak..ayat yg sama dia guna..time 2 aku assumed..okay..pak cik ni x berapa nk centre otaknya..cian die..ada botol air mineral je kt tgn die..maybe die lapa kot..
WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
satu cite agy nii...huhuuh..lps pak cik 2 blah an..ak ngn chenta smbung la study..tetibe je an ade sorang pak cik ni anak-anak or cucu-cucu die sedang wat drama kat citu..pak cik tu tengking2 budak2 tuh..adeh..mau triak ak time 2..xley ak tgk bdak2 kena mrh cm2...pas2 ada sorang bdak laki 2 kena pkul ngn pak cik tu..ak ckp kt chenta...
"IT'S NOT DA RIGHT WAT TO TREAT CHILDREN RIGHT??"
chenta angguk..and die xbagi ak tgk..die ckp.
"JUST IGNORE THEM DEAR..."
hmm..ak ckp kt chenta.."DUN BE LIKE THAT YA IF ONE DAY U HAVE YOUR OWN CHILD.."
he smiled and about 5.30pm we decided to blah dari that place..tak bek dok lama2 kn???hahahaah..pape pn..CHENTA, awak da best lam hidup saya walaupun kadang2 kte gado bagai nak rak..sya tahu dlm aty aw ada sy..n sy nk aw thu dlm aty sy pn ade aw jgk..
nak KAWEN ngan awk sorang jee...(gedik gilaa)ada ak kesa???hahahahahaah.....
DOAKAN KAMI BAHAGIA YA...
n wat kwn2 ak sedunia...especially yg sama pala ngn aku..
HAMPA SUMA DA BEST OUHHH..YAYYYY!!!
pssssttt:aku exam mggu dpn taw..saja nak habaq~

Rabu, 6 Oktober 2010

he hurts me..

 I KNOW..................
he won't stop smoking just because of me..
he won't be with me when i really need him..
he can't stand with me anymore..
BECAUSE HE SAID...............
I always break my promises..
I did nonsense things..
I'm childish..
I keep complaining over litle things..
I always trouble him..
there's someone can be with you rather than me..

if  I want to fight then just fight with my friends not him..
his friends and their partners are not like us..

THE BEST COMPLIMENTS I EVER HEARD FROM HIM...........

every day our relationship becomes worst..

HE PROMISES ME TO TAKE ME TO THE BEACH TODAY..

but

LAST MINUTES, HE CANCELED OUR DATE..

just...
.
TO PLAY FOOTBALL..

When I ask him why he did that..

HE ASKS ME TO UNDERSTAND HIM...

and who will UNDERSTAND ME?

WHAT DO YOU FEEL WHEN SOMEONE YOU LOVE THREATHEN YOU LIKE THAT?

and

YOU HAVE NO WHERE TO GO..

NOBODY WOULD REALISE WHAT YOU HEART SUFFER FROM..

NO ONE....

HE'S GONE..........

but

I STILL LOVE HIM...

because

THAT IS LOVE.................

you will never appriciate you love until they are away from your life..='[




Isnin, 20 September 2010

HAPPY EID~

im not going 2 write when i feel 2 write..so now i want 2 write because i feel i don't want 2 write..hahhahah..mnde uhh??pk laaa..suddenly nk bkak blog and update them afta so long i've discriminated them..bkn ape..no time..so bz..notink much to share here..but really eager 2 write..so juz write what ever things that acroos my mind..

Hari raya days have just left us but we still in Syawal month..ase cm cpt gle kot mase b'lalu..mse raye aritu..ak bapak la mkn bnyk gle..of coz laa..first time beraye ngn mmbr..bapak best ouhh..since ak lahir sampai la besa mcm ni(besa ke??wutever...)mne pena beraye uma mmbr..sek ren jauh..sek men jauh..kwn2 sume mne ade kt kmpg..so ak stay umah je..jdi tukang bsuh pggn..tukang serve mkanan..sbb pe ak xbraye ngn mmbr2 ak?bknnya ak xley g uma diorng an..mslhnya 18 taon lps ak xde lesen!so..mak ak yg xbagi ak naek mto..keta agy la an..so ak dok uma je..doin notink..tgk tv..pena dlu ak rekod siaran kt tv 2..coz ak xnk telpas cte2 yg best mse raya day..hahahha..ak siap tulis agy masa n waktu n aso raya ke brapa cte 2 nk play..very childish mehhh..bla ak dpt je lesen keta..haaa!ambk kaw..ak jln puas2..mmg da best laa dpt g uma mmbr2..brya skaly..sgt2 enjoy.


haa..tgk2..my broad smile on eid..
guys from left : SYAMIL, NAZIR, CIKGU SHABUDDIN (my BM's teacher), PIDIN, SYAHMI..
ladies from left: HAFIZAH, FATIN SYAHIRAH, MIRA DIBA, SYAHIRA ASDIZA( photographer)....
they all were my classmates during my primary school..kecik2 dulu dok men ligan2..dok pakat ketuk pala..dok pkat mengata..dok gado sama2..teriak sama2..ak syg hampa..hope our frenship will last forever frens..=]..bkn dlm gmbr ni saja..suma mmbr ak..next eid we will celebrate together
again..InsyAllah..



the picta above was the last house we went..HOME SWEET HOME..2 la ckgu math kami dulu a.k.a MY MOM!!!!Cikgu Sarina..ak pena kot kena tarik dkt prot n dipulas2 oleh ckgu 2..even she is my mom..sygg mak n cikgu!
till meet again..

PSTTT: layan lagu ONLY EXCEPTION by PARAMORE...best ouhh..=]

Rabu, 18 Ogos 2010

love da life~

i will be back!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahad, 13 Jun 2010

i love to be love..
i love when people love me..
i love to do what people rarely do..
i love everythink about me..
i love when sumbody entertain me when im sad..
i love movie that hve the same story wif my life..
i love to sing while playin guitar..
i love to study late at night..
i love my phone n lovely lappy..
i love traveling..
i love to love somebody that i love ..
i love to keep secrets..
i love to be with him..
LIFE IS EVERYTHING ABOUT LOVE..
so, appriciate your love..
B, sayang awak......


Isnin, 19 April 2010

L.O.V.E. DZUL ARIEF~

lmeny xmencoretkn segala isi atyku di sini..(ayat org epy)!!!!!ayuni influence me 2 write dis!!i almost 4get about dia blog..cian kamo blog..kn2??xpe2..sy suda kembali...pnjgny kesa idop ak setela lme ak absent dri blog ak ni..no more bibi in my life..no more cry..no more pain..no more sad..no more!!!!!!!!!im epyyyy...DZUL ARIEF AZHAR..love u..new life..new person..new love story..lets called him my CHENTA~emm..da clock reminded me 2 shut down my luvly lappy..as it is too late 2 stay up..i wanna sleep..or else..da cutttest in my class MR HAFIQ will called me CHAE VERSION MAT AMIN~hahahaha..i wont 4got those words..later..i'll continue wif my love story...complicated love story that God has given 2 me 2 test whether i strong enough 2 face it o not..eyes: closed!!!


DZUL ARIEF AZHAR   <3  NUR FATIN SYAHIRAH AHMAD SAUFI

Selasa, 23 Februari 2010

jadi ag~

rini...mnda yg sama jadi ag..b wat tatau kt aku..dia kata nk col bla dh blik..pkul 12 bwu blik..tpy ak tgk lam ms dia anta coment kt pompuan 2 pkul 9.30 mlm..bwu blik ka cm2???ak nk pnjelasan..klo dia xmau msg ak..xmau col ak..xmau ambik taw sal ak..trus trang jah..ak tggu dia..ermm..npa dia slalu wat ak cdey n alone cmnih??klo betoi dia syg ak..dia xkn wat ak cdey..dia jaga aty ak..dia xkn wat bodo kat ak cmnih..bnyk sgt coment2 pompuan kt ms dia..jeles..2 ja ak blh ckp..tpy dia ckit pon xambik kesa..knpa dia mcm 2??ak nih sapa bgi dia??dia cm nk cbaq ja kesetiaan ak kt dia..dia coment org len blh ja elok2..ak???cdey laa..npa mcm nih??ak ada wat apa2 ag ka yg ta betoi??npa xckp??nk nk balas melalui perbuatan..apa xckup ka dia da pena sakiti ak??apa ag yg dia nk??ak nk perhatian dri dia..ak xmau mcm nih..ak nk epy..ak nk epy..ak nk epy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cdey laa..sumpah cdey..ary2 ptotny makin dekat..tpy ak asa ak cm makin jaoh sgt ngn dia..npa eyh???ak atau...ak xdak sapa nk luah..kwn2 ak suma tatau ak kapel ngn dia blik..ak xdak sapa2..

Sabtu, 20 Februari 2010

hmm~marah ag...

apa slh ak sbenarnya???npa ckit2 nk marah ak??ngn org len blh ja ym elok2..coment elok2..cdey la cmni..npa jdi mcm nih?apa slh ak sbenarnya??ak ada hak nk taw kn??npa ni b??jgn wat syg mcm nih..apa slh syg b???

Rabu, 17 Februari 2010

cpot..cpot..cpot~

wahhhh..da lama x update blog..rndu la plaks..ha6..hmm since blik uma xpena un9..sbb tenet lmbat..lbih lmbat dri cpot babi yg ngah mngesot ngesot 2..hahaha..cuti rye cne pon xmcm cuti..bnyk asignment..keja..2morow nk wat test qti kete g blom siap2..geram betoii laa..mls dh nk bepayungkan matahari yang membuatkan muka ak burn tahap bewak pasiaq!hahaha..xmo itam..da la itam da..pompuan..besa laa..agak cdey la mggu nih..sbb aim ak blik kmpung nk jmp bibi..tpy bibi plak xblh mai..xdak lesen..hmm..bibi2..xpa lah..bulan 6 ni plak kta jmp..2 pon klo relationship bertahan..ak arap bertahan lah..sbb bibi ak 2 gatai!ada awek pon p flirt org len..sapa xhot???ckp bnyk2 satg bnyk mslh plak timbul..so diam ja lahh..asa xsuka juz blh ckp ja..nak ubah ka xmau..2 ikot suka dia..mls dah nk pkiaq!skunk nih kt libry..nga cari maklumat sal asignment..sila btul rr!!!xblh pnjam lak 2 buku2 kat cnih..nk kena abiskn duit ngn potostat plak mnda2 nih..hurmm..xpe2..kita ptot habiskan duit untuk ilmu..bkn ke jalan yg x berpekdah an???spa stuju angkat bulu kaki anda..wakakakak..hmmm mna la bibi ak nih..dri tdi kata nk on9..aduhh..dh lama kt libry nih..dri ramai2 org smpy la sikit2 org ak tggu..xpa..syg pnya pasai..apa pon sggup..ape ag eyh nk tulis???xdak pape da kot..anyone nk cdangkan ape yg ptot ak tulis..sbb ak bosan nih..xdak mood nk continue ngn asignmnt..mls..nk blik baca dlu suma mklmat yg ak cri..then bwu bley wat an???hahaha..jmaat mlm da blik kampus..ermmm..bz ngn presentation plak..bnyknya komitmen ken bgi..bwu wat foundation nk jdik ckgu..msok degree nnty cmne la an????aduhh..xpe2..kta kena slow2..enjoy wat keja..xblh sterss2..nnty keja xjdik ilmu pon xdpt...
i tink i better stop now..nnty mngarut plak...sape2 yg ade penjelasan tntg post ak yg lepas..sila tampil dan berikan hujah2 anda yaa???spya ak xterpesong dgn lebih jauh ag..
salam

Rabu, 10 Februari 2010

WANITA..adilkah???

adakah wanita ibarat bunga??hanya satu persinggahan sang kumbang..dan bila habis madu..ditinggalkn keseorngan..adakah semua wanita itu harus mengalah dlm setiap keadaan??adakah wanita itu harus tunduk dgn setiap kehendak hamba Allah yg bernama LELAKI???ya..ak tahu..Allah ciptakn lelaki lebih tinggi darjatny..di mna kita kena hormat lelaki lebih2 kalau suami kta..tapi...........patot ke kta hormat lelaki yg dah pukul..maki hamun..gunakan kuasa seorng suami untuk menguasai isteri..ak sgt geram dgn lelaki skrang ni..tambah2 yg bergelar suami..xthu nk jaga isteri..sblum kawen mcm2 blh..nk sentuh pon xberani..tpi bla da kawen..da pandai maki2 isteri..pukul2 isteri..demi mnda yg kecik2..ak takot..sumpah..ak xnak suma ni jdi kt ak,,ak ngeri..Tuhan..dah xdak ka lelaki di dunia nih yg tahu menghargai wanita???apa rendah sgt kedudukn seorang wanita itu???semua xblh..semuany terbatas..ak tahu..itu hukum Allah..tpy akal ak xdpt terima dengan mendadak mcm nih..ak g libry aritu..nk cri bahan untuk wat asignment pndidikan islam n moral..ak pon pegi lah kat satu rak nih..cari pnya cari..ak terbaca satu tajuk buku..209 NASIHAT UNTUK WANITA..ak sgt tertarik..mgkin buku nih blh bgi guide untuk ak jdi seorang muslimah..mgkin ia susa nk dterima..tpy ak teringin nk berubah..bla ak baca..suma mcm menjatuhkn wanita..itu xblh..ini xblh..ak jadi keliru..keadilan kah ini untuk seorng wanita????th la...ak betul2 keliru..klo ikot perasaan ak..mg xadil..sgt2..ak asa xadil dantara pembahagian kuasa antara lelki dan wanita..sgt2 xadil..tgk lah..dlm rumah tangga pon..suami yg berkuasa..isteri hnya tunduk dan patuh..bla bkak mlut ckit kena lempang!ak xckp wanita yg kntrol semuany..tpy..mna keadilan????????????suami maki si isteri..si suami xkn dikena cop derhaka..tpy bla si isteri mula naik suara sikit di cop derhaka dan xcium bau syurgaa..Ya Allh...adil kah suma nih??ak nk kn poenjelasan............................

Sabtu, 6 Februari 2010

npa setiap kesa chenta ak berakhir cmni???b, org penat..sumpah..org penat nk lalui suma nih..apa slh org kt awk b???npa awk xpena nk brubah..npa awk nk jgak skitkn aty org???npa awk wat mcm nih!org ni spa bgi awk b???cdey laa b..org nk awk msg org..col org..tpy awk xbuat pon..awk mntk maaf pon x..awk ego b!awk xpena serik ilank org..awk xkesa klo org xdak pon..awk bnyk peminat..bnyk org nk kn awk..sbb 2 awk xkesa org xak ngn awk..kn b kn..tpy...awk jgn maenkn perasaan org b..org da sygkn awk..npa awk nk mcm nih???klo betul awk syg org..awk xkn wt org nagis tiap2 ary..npa awk xpena brubah??apa slh org kt awk b???npa awk xblh wat apa yg org nk??npa awk mcm nih????org cdey b...awk xpena brubah untuk hubungan kta..apa lagi untuk org..awk terlalu ego!

Jumaat, 29 Januari 2010

tryin 2 comfort myself~

salam semua..dis week, my chenta bz ag..band die lah..ak cbe untuk memahami..tpy tenyata ak hnya pura2..ak juz xnk bnde jdi ag trok..ak cdey nih..ak pon xthu npe..ak cbe nk phm tpy xblh..ak pjuk dri sndri untuk phm..mfkn syg, chenta..ak thu itu minat dia..tapi tah laa..ak xnk dia abaikan urusan idop dia demi band..xtdo..xmkn..ak cdey tgk dia cm2..ak cba slowtalk ngn dia..tpy dia slalu ckp ak cri slh dia..not dat my dear..x..ak cbe nk bgi cdngn..ak nk bgi nsht..ak xnk dia mcm 2..ak xsuka..tpy ak syg dia..mcm ni ke org pggey cnta gle?huhhh..life get tough through da day..or ak ni telalu taksub dgn cinta smpy xblh pk mna baik n bruk..kwn ak pena nsht..tma dia seadanya..ak cuba..bkn xcuba..tpy setiap kekurangn dia ak xblh sebatikn dgn kekurangan ak..klo btul ak ngn dia ada jdoh mest ktorg dpt adpt ngn dri msing2..ak snyi doe..sgt2..ak rndukn gelak tawa dri bibir ak..dri aty ak..ak cdey r...ak xthu nk mcm mna..badan ak panas..ase xlarat sgt rini..mgkin nk dmam..tah laaa..xdak spa blh phm ak..no one..ak nk luahkn sumanya mlalui blog nih..sumany..sbb ak xnk simpan sorng2..tpy luah kt blog pon kind of simpan sorng2 jgak kn??hurm..ak arap dgn aty yg tabah nih..ak lalui dgn penuh pasrah..cuma ak arap jika Allah telah tetapkn ak psngan dia..dia blh berubah..jika x..ak nk berpisah ngn dia dgn cara yg paling terbaik untuk kami berdua..ak belajar untul redha dlm semua keadaan..juz dat..adiosamicasalalola..

Isnin, 25 Januari 2010

hAnYa uNtUkMu~

salam kepada semua..i wanna make him smile..i wanna make him happy 2 be wif me..e by my side..i juz love him damn much..n notink could change it xcept Allah's faith 2ward me..my love story really complicated..n now i'd found da way..i wanna be wif him..dats wut my heart said!!!n i dun want 2 be me in the past tme..both of us made mistake..but it taught us 2 be more matured in making decision..i love him..dats wut i can tell..Ya Allah, i wanna be wif him..i want 2 stay wif him..juz dat..susa senag ak nk ngn die..wawaaaaa..cmni ke org ckp angau???tahhhh..semoga Allah meredhai ketulusan cinta antara dua orang hamba..Insyallah..

Jumaat, 22 Januari 2010

wawawawawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..epynya..ya Allah..alhamdulillah..semua ni da berakhir..Segala puji bagi Allah...Tuhan pentadbir alam..ak nk mulakn kehidupan baru ngn dia..b, tma kasih b..syg tw b xkn pena tggal syg..kta jdikan kesilapn masa lalu sebagai dugaan yg terhebat pena kta lalui..ak sgt2 bersyukur...alhamdulillah..semoga kehadirn dia untuk kali ini membawa seribu erti pada kehidupan ak..Insyallah...

Jumaat, 15 Januari 2010

sakit jiwa kot....

ape mslh ak sebenarny???aduhhhh...asal nihh??asal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ase susa aty r..npe nih???sume bnde xkne..adoiiii...idup2...huhhh!mngeluh lagi..hurmmm....xde mood r!!!!!blah!

Khamis, 14 Januari 2010

CHAECHIOUS~

Sangat seronok didamping
Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti
Agak pendiam kecuali diransang
Ada harga dan maruah diri
Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan
Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus
Sangat menjaga hati orang lain
 Sangat peramah
Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya
Berjiwa sentimental
Jarang berdendam
Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan
Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh
Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental
Sangat peka, caring dan mengasihi serta penyayang
Layanan yang serupa dengan semua orang
Tinggi daya simpati
Pemerhatian yang tajam
Suka menilai orang lain dengan pemerhatian
Mudah dan rajin belajar
Suka muhasabah diri
Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama
Suka mendiamkan diri
Suka duduk di rumah
Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan
Tak agresif kecuali terpaksa
Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut
Mudah gemuk kawal tak kawal diet
Minta disayangi
Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih
Terlalu mengambil berat
Rajin dalam membuat kerja
 
quiz took by chaechious in FaCeBoOk~

Isnin, 11 Januari 2010

I LOVE YOU~

da 3 ary x update blog..n dlm mse 3 ary 2 gak bnyk mnde jdik kat ak..dugaan darinya..ak bangga sbb ak ade kwn2 yg sudi ade ngn ak mse senag n susah..xkesa la..yg ak bwu kenai ke..yg da lme kenal ke..bgi ak once frens 4eva fren..yeahhhh!!!hehehe..my life run as usual..but im a bit of moody dis week..maybe im not really  focusing in studies..a lot mehh thing 2 review..wuawuawua....xnak blaja..im not ready 4 dis..imagine lah..kt uma mkn tdo je..dtg cni bnyk lak keje kne wat..but i feel great 2 have a lot of work..blh wat ak lpe mslh n ketnsenan ak..perghh!!ayattt,,xley blah..pape pun..im epy..no more probs..no more him..yeahhmy fren help me a lot...ZATIE,PIKOK,YUNIE QEMA, ANA, ZUL(he got same prob wif me)korng mest plek an asal lak zul dak bi6 sek men 2 ley involved..dun get me wrong keyhh..he gaves me advices..a lot..told me how 2 adapt in dat situatin..ermm..im lucky dat i had broke up wif him..seriously..my life totally feel free..dunno y..ermm...epyy lahh..ase smngat ble nk g kelas..tpy ble lecturer ajar ak tdo gak..hahaha..mgkin ade daya penarik nk g kelas..ak ada admire sorng dak..TESL jgak..hahaha..tpi juz admire jew..xde pape..tpy klo dari admire jdi kwn ke....ehem2 ke..bley gak!!!cehh...xpena serik kaw ngn kapel2 ni eyh chae!!!bkn ape..pmbkar semnagt..jiwa dan raga..ak kuat nk g kelas pun sbb jmpe die..bknnya ensem pon..tpy da tertarik kn..2 lah ak..xjatuh cinta pada rupa..ak ske org ske aty ak jew..die pon ade gak bgi feedback..tpy still malu2..hahahaha perasan jew kot ak nih..but i can tread people's mind..sumtime...xpe..klo ade jdoh ade lah..skunk dh actve in fb..ms kurang lah..xthu npe..mgkin xnk disakiti da kot..xske lahh org wat ak serabot...ak ade bnyk mnde ag nk pk..ermm..a lot lah klo nk cte ape yg jdi 3 ary nih..bnyk sgt...tpy pape pon ak epy..ak nk crik rmai kwn2..xkesa lah spe pon..nnt ble ak sdih ak xsnyi..ak ade kwn2 ak..ak syg kwn2 ak..ak syg org yg thu hargai prasaan ak..AKU SAYANG..SAYANG LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!`

Selasa, 5 Januari 2010

RiNdU AkAn DiA~

yea..i can't lie to myself..i still love him..but hrmmmm...its hard 2 say..bdw, im epy now..wif new person..i ekteli dun even now is it he is da one dat ngn make me laugh..o i juz be wif him juz 2 forget 'F'...love take time..n cannot push each other..same goes 2 me..even im pushing myself 2 4get him..but deep inside my heart he is still there..somewhere in my heart dat want himm..hoping dat he will come back 2 me..begging me..like b4 im beging him..hahaha..love is so..so..so..complicated..but sometme it can makes us laugh..dunno wat da point is..i still love him..but there's no way i can do xcept juz tryin very2 hard 2 4get him..can i??OMG (bak kate yuni)..its hard u noe..n its really hurt..but i still have the other guy dat care much bout me..so i dont even afraid to try to 4get him..4 my frens..sorry..i hipes u guys understand wat im telling..love cannot push someone..it sometime come and sometime go juz like dat..watever happen..im proud dat i can make him epy n enjoy his life while im wif him..im really coz i love him sicerely..n it makes me proud 2 be myself dat can gives some space 4 other person 2 love me beside my parents..yeah...lets move on..life is still on the track..as long as your live in dis world (i mean blum mati ag laa..)life must go on..chaiyokkk!!!!!!!!!!

Isnin, 4 Januari 2010

AKU PUNYA KEKUATAN..YA ALLAH

ALLAH LEPASKAN DIA KERANA INGIN BERIKAN AKU PASANGAN YANG LEBIH BAIK....

ALLAH BAGI AKU KESAKITAN KERANA INGIN AKU BERFIKIR......

BUKAN INGIN AKU MERANA KERANA CINTA DI DUNIA......