Selasa, 29 Disember 2009

da past is past!

5 days to go..n epy new year..yah..its da time untk wat conclusion sal idop ak...bkan ape..awal xkalut owg kedah kata..ermmm..mlm ni ttbe rindu sgt kat kngan di plkn yg ak alami mse awal2 taou dlu..ase best..pnuh ngn perasaan gembira..but its not 100 persen lah smpy skunk..n ak ase ag bnyak cdey dari epy..ley bagi 30% je kat epy..fuhhh..a lot babe..sgt2 bnyk yg ak alami..n taon ni bnyak ajar ak untk idop bdikari..ase cm xcye ley suvive sorng2 kat klate nuh..hu5..well..tinkinng back of my career now..im going 2 b a taecher..future teacher..still ag ase was2 lah..xykin..am i goin 2 b a teacher????perghhh!!!!!!!!xley blah..prangai pon tah pa2..dok teriak2 ag..ada mslh triak..hahaha but im statisfied wif myself..klo x..xkan ak letak ME IS MYSELF kn???????????ase mls pon ade nk tulis nih..tpy wat2 ajin jew...nk jge aty follower..cehhh..its not dat ekteli..im in hard time now..but alhamdulilah..ak ade knal seorg hamba Allah yg sgt memahami dan sentiasa memahami ak..even its juz began 4 a cople of days since we know each other..but i know..he is a good guy..xkesah lah..jnji die mngubati aty yg sedang kehilangan..im glad 2 hve him..
to MOHAMMAD FAKHRULRODZI BIN ZULKIFLEE.. Its okay if u cant be mine..may b its a faith from him..we lost each other so dat in future its not gonna b more hurt..ryte???b postive dear..even u tried very hard to hve me back..but its not worth 2 cmpare wif what i have been through..sory dear...wut can i said..u are not any loger my strength..ak pon xthu mne ak dpt kkuatan utk brek up..sincerly..ak thu Allah tu Maha Adil..ak cma nk kbhagian..untk dri sndri..ckup lah..not even one relationship ak bjya..sumtink wrong I think..yahhh...em lets not talk about dis,,it make me feel so bad!huh..
lastly..4 da last tyme I dedicated dis song 2 my fwens especially 4 my ex Fakhrul..kalo korunk nk thu..lgu ni dicipta oleh fakhrul..untuk cinta ktorg..

HANYA UNTUKMU
sayang..
mengapa ku rasa
xmenentu
sejak mula ku lihat..wajahmu

kita..bagai bulan dan bintang
berkelipan di awan
menerangi malam yg kegelapan
kita bagai merpati
yang beriringan menuju ke syurga

jangan pernah tinggal daku
jangan menduakan cinta ku
cinta ku hanyalah untukmu sayag
cintaku hanyalah untukmu
sayang....

Jumaat, 25 Disember 2009

it's over..new person..

24 dis 09..ak rase ape nih??rse syg..tpi xnk syg..npe mcm ni??????ak xphm lahh...pergi lah fakhrul...xpyah gangu ak..npe ak asyik igt kaw je????ape ade kat kw???kw da skitkn ati ak!!da lukakn aty ak!!!!ape ag kw nk!!!pegilah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kw phm x???/ak xsggup nk lepaskn kw!!!!tp ak xde plihan..ak nk epy..ak ade hak untukepykn dri ak..tpy npe kw tggal ak..kw lgsung xkesa sal ak..ak xde niat nk tggalkan kw klo kw jge ak baik2!!!npe ak dgr mcm2 cte sal kw????rina lah..itulah..inilah..!!!klo sume 2 xbtol xplain kn kat ak..npe kw nk bia je ak pk bkn2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!asal kw xpena nk dgr ape yg ak ase nih?????/susa ke??????susa ke bgi kw nk jge aty ak?????fakhrul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kw kejam thu x!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kw bia je ak mcm nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!kw xde ke ase ckit ase syg kat ak???????????ak thu kw bz!!!kw bz ngn band kw!ak thu tu impian kw!!!abez ape gne kw ade ak??????mse susa je ke kw cri ak????mse senang kw tggal ak!!!kw lupe ak!!!!ak je msg kw!!col kw!!!abeskn duit elaun ak yg xseberape tu demi kw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tp kw xhrgai!!!!!!!!ak xde niat nk mengungkit..tp ak nk kw hrgai sume 2!!ak xkesa abeskn duit ak demi owg yg ak syg..b, npe pengakhiran mcm nih??mne jnji2 b untuk ling??b thu x ling cdey sgt2..b ase x ape yg ling ase nih???ling xmampu b....liing gagahkan jgak dri nih...bibi,ling masih sygkn b..blum telambat untk berubah b...

Khamis, 24 Disember 2009

psal die ag!!

babe..tensen lah..npe wujudkn laki yg xblh nk phm ak..hu5xadil..xde mood syalll!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Selasa, 22 Disember 2009

bosan..

hahahaha..afta sekian lmenye ak mnyepi ngn blog ak nih..at last ak kembali..yuni..owg yg menarik mnt ak untuk go on ngan my blog!!hahaha..yunii!!u must be my followers yah???hu5..emm there notink interesting bout my life..im juz going with my b..sumtime he is a nice person..but sometime im really hate him..this is wat we called love??i wonder..its so kay..i have my fwens..a lot that aweyz support me through hard o smooth..tenks...but i tink sum of them dh penat nk dgr my stories nih..sory kwn..korunk mmg da best lah..

Selasa, 15 September 2009

redha~

15 september 2009
nothing we can do..
im really sick of all this..
penat..
but i juz want him to know..
juz him in my heart!
pliz undesrstnd me..
today im really in bad mood..
really
i mean it
such a terible day
my roomate probs some more!
arghhh!

Isnin, 14 September 2009

14 SEPTEMBER 2009
sedey syal!!
rin anivesary ngn bf..
im waiting 4 her to wish me.
but no answer..
he dont rememba at ol
shit!!
is this wut he call love??
wut do u tink?